Being the passive radical person I am , from the last few weeks I've been awake all night[ No , not studying , thinking actually] , everyday being tortured by my heart , I feel like a mirror broken and rebuild everyday!!!
when you start having feelings for someone .............do you actually care If you get him or not?? so My story sucks , but , never mind , I am going to fill u in with it , just because I need to share this so here I go!!!

around the world i go <3

So I fell for this guy 5 months back [FYI , I had no intentions of falling for him] cuz I never really liked him , on the contrary i hated him in the begining!! but then we had our moment and we clicked!! . he supported me when no one really did !! Its wierd but I and this guy werent really friends before ,but there he was supporting me , fighting for me , after that day , we started talking days and nights , we used to talk talk and talk and then we couldnt stay without talking to each other then one night we realized we never really talked as just friends , we had become much much more , at that moment we both so BADLY wanted to tell each other how we feel , but as always there had to be a prolem , he was already in a relationship!!

we are always on the verge of telling each other how we feel , I love that guy so much , its even hard to say bye to him when we talk , I think about it and I try to fight my love but I never win , I want to love him every moment of forever!!

whenever I am about to tell him how much I love him I realize what a bitch Iam being to his girlfriend and that is when I back out and control myself start fighting this love!!
if I had been his girlfriend I would have kicked the other girl's ass hard!!!
so Is that what I am now .." a bitch" ???

I dont know sometimes I just want to go with the flow but should I??
I feel so lost but i just want his love but is this desire right??
no its not!!
so yes my life totally sucks write now!!

P.S- this is my friends situation currently . Tell me what she should do please.

.i love you all
:) :) :D :) :)
Silver Rain